missing you and me…

I so miss the time when, even after being so busy and tired you always took out time for me everyday. We used to sit like for an hour or so together, chatting. Me telling you everything about my day and you telling me what better I could have done. You shared everything with me the way I shared with you. I sharing what new I learnt and you teaching me more new ones. You had time for taking my studies, had time to feed me food, telling me stories. When you were out of them I used to ask you to repeat my favorite one “Dhruva bal”. We used to sit in the veranda till dad came back home. You were so busy, so stressed still you were all smiles.You shouted, scolded but just in minutes all of it used to vanish and you used to caress me, kiss me and become my ma again. Sometimes you me and dad used to play antakshari on Sunday evenings. we both used to sing and dad used to play keyboard and tables (as drums and tabla). You used to encourage me to sing and dance and would love to see all that I did.

Its been so long that we have spent some quality time together. Either you are busy or I am in a rush. Now the time is so that we just talk business and household and nothing else. We share nothing. You listen to nothing as you are tired. We have food together just once in a day that too in front of that idiot box which I hate the most! Whenever I come to you, you have some or other work. Even if you are home you are still working. Either household or business. I seek time from your busy schedule and talk and share a little. But you are always in a hurry. I know nothing is in your hands and you cant spare yourself from work. And this is not something which is going to change. just a time of few years and even I will be busy with my career. We would still be fighting with time to catch up with each other.

I just want to tell you that I miss you Ma and I miss the times we have had together. the laughs, the cries the fun, everything! I am what I am all because of you. Love you always!

Cheers to you, cheers to lyf…!